Mr. Brown Can Moo. Can YOU?

Allison Nichole Johnson July 3, 2006 11:10 AM 8 lbs 20 inches She's a good baby! Gorgeous, of course. Want pics, check out my Myspace. Any other details, just ask.

There's a little person in my tummy. It's just amazing to me. She squirms and kicks and hiccups against my pubic bone, gives me GI troubles and heartburn and she isn't even here yet.....but somehow, I love this little thing more than anything and I haven't even met her yet.

They stripped my membranes today. I'm not going to explain it here cause it's kind of gross but hopefully it will help Ms. Allison Nichole Johnson enter the world SOON.

Daddy calls her Squiggles. I think that's cute. He's going to be such a good daddy!

We've tried negotiating with her to come out, but she doesn't seem to be listening....hmmm....I believe she's mommy's girl already!

scratch that. still have a job.love my paranoia.

So...wonder if I will have ajob after this morning. I have an "appointment" with the lady from HR and the supervisor and assistant supervisor....why I can't just meet with the HR lady myself is what makes me wonder about my job.....

The thoughts that keep coming to mind are as follows:

It's friday. People usually get fired on fridays.

I'm not that great of an x-ray tech and I have to ask alot of questions.

I haven't worked here for over a year, so techincally, they can fire me for having a baby.

I've had to miss alot of days due to being sick.

 

HOWEVER

I have never been in trouble for anything

They've never had to talk to me about rerays, getting in trouble for anything, etc. I would think that Mayo would't just fire someone for really no reason.

I'm on the schedule that is about to come out.

I will volunteer to do things for the leads/supervisors, and I try to do everything with  a smile. Except go to St Marys, I hate St Marys.

 

See where I am conflicted. I really hope I'm just paranoid.....We'll see very shortly. I'll keep you posted.

 

I think the reason that I write in this blog every so often is because when I do write here, I write things that are relevant and important, for the most part. And no one knows about this blog with the exception of Amanda and Tony, who I know in real life, and a couple other people that I don't know. I guess with you two being people that I can tell pretty much anything to, I'm not worried about people misreading my blog entries and turning it into somethign that it's not.

Well, HI. I suppose it's been awhile, hasn't it? I just don't get online as much as I used to. I guess not much is going on and I'm constantlyl tired as hell, so it's not really a priority anymore.....

American Idol top 4 last night. Chris is gone. That sucks. I predicted him to win...now I don't really care which one wins as long as it isn't Katherine...she's SO BORING! And, as a singer, she doesn't really have very good technique.

We got air conditioning yesterday..yes, we have a brand new house but we couldn't afford to have it installed right away, so we had to wait....and now it's a whopping 40 degrees outside, yippee.....

Work sucks, I need a new job, I hate working with the catty bitches, I feel like I'm back in high school. Not to mention the fact that I HATE ST MARYS.

Less than two months until Allison Grace Johnson enters this world....and I have pretty much nothing done. We have a stroller and a car seat and some bottles....plenty of clothes....*ahem* half closet full....

My dog is velcro dog, and won't leave my side,. My husband is also velcro like and thinks we need to spend every mintue together....it's nice but gets kind of old...

Why can't I motivate myself to clean anything? I definitely need to clean my room so the crib has a place to go, but I think I've been putting that off because once that crib goes up......it's real. I'm going to be a mommy and my life is going to change forever. No more going off to Chicago for the weekend, no more random trips to Wal Mart in the middle of the night, and worst off, no more sleep. And I do value my sleep...
Everyone keeps telling me things lilke I'm going to have the most of the responsibility....when if you look at everything else, I'm so not responsible. Dan is the one who cooks, cleans, and pays the bills. I jsut sit here like a lump and let him do things for me. I'm appreciative, but I still feel bad. And I know that he's going to be the one to take Allie to the doctor and thigns like that, because I don't think I will be able to handle her crying when she gets shots....

I dunno, too much stuff at once I guess. Then with Nichole being in Generose and calling me every day because she;s bipolar and Kelly and her not great parenting skills, I guess I feel like I'm being stretched every which way. It's nice to have some peace and quiet, but I know that won't last much longer....